Da already crush kat THE READY SET!

muah muah muah!

Tett tettt tett tett!

Haha sedap lar lagu tuh...

rasa nk gi mabuk jeh!

Haha, astarghfirullahalazim yerk...ish ish ish.

Tade lar, dga jeh lagu tuh teringat kat kesayangan.

Time gi beli pe bnd ntah ta engat tibe2 lagu nie kuar.

Hahah, at last taw gak lagu ape...ngehhh!

Wah, sangatlah letih...bye. Tido dulu beb!

Nite nite!

Leave Me Alone!

Argh! Sometimes rimas dibuatnya. Jangan push push ak lar weyy. Ak taw ak taw ak taw sume tuh! But ak da ta beminat jangan nk paksa ak lar! Sape ko?! Kite kawan jeh, ta lebih dari itu. Leave me alone! Terseksa jiwa dan raga ak. Terdesak sangat ker beb?! Don't u get it?

Yea, ak tade life. Come on lar, hmm. Missing him so much.

How do you do dat shit?

Damn, I cant stand it anymore.

Plizz. pulang lar balik rumah...

. Kita tak cukup kasih sayang dari kamu .

Tiap-tiap ari pown boleh jadi giler mcm nie. Haha, asal blek keje jeh ajak gi singgah HOTEL! Haha, pasal merepek-repek nie bg kat si Syurel ngan Shira. Haisy, tp ak pown same gak. Macam tahapehape. Tiga-tiga punya otak pown ta betol. Saba je lar. Tapi seronok sangat. At least ta terasa sangat letih kerja tuh. If ade yang ta kena, longkang time rehat. Haha...alah, bongoknya kami bertiga. Pasal nak menambah dosa, besuka-suka ria bagi kat kami. Paling terbaekk! Yesssss!

Weyh! Ada orang tuh prasan lar weyhhhh....haha jahat fakhrul! Tgk ang da bg masalah kat ak...iiiiiooooootttttttt!

Ak tengok die...(a friend of mine)

Pakai baju PLKN...

Haha mula mula rasa lawak lawak jeh...

Then err err err err haha...

Then erm ntah lar...

Macam err hmm...

Perasaan bercampur-baur...

Ta mungkin sbb baju jeh ak err haha...

Agak lama lar jugak errrr...

Ish no no mrepek jeh...

Huhu no no!

Da lar ta balas text die arituh, kena lar plak tnggu seminggu ag...

Tapi kan, jelez lar family die gi mlawat die.

Ak nk mlawat tunang ak ta bley...damn.

Apelaa PLKN nyeh...huhu

Mesti comey jeh tunang ak pakai baju PLKN!

Weyh, esok aku, shira n syurel gi fly jepun. Waaaaaa, sdey nie nk ucap sayonara kat Malaysia. Haha aishiteru raksasa loki-san! Byebye kome wat sementara. Ak da blek nnt ak gtaw lar kome psay kat sane oke. Especially bout SUSHI!

Yeay, hari nie bape aribulan semua?! Bagos bagos sayang kat kome sume...18 haribulan. Eyh, hari nie de pe ek?! Well, let see...err hah! Ape ape ape? Ta dga lar. Yes! Pnadai tepat sekali. Hari nie pasangan ideal yang kadang kadang poyo tuh...da besama selama 1 tahun 5 bulan if termasuk yang 'cuti 5 bulan tuh'. Apa itu 'cuti 5 bulan'? Ntah lar, nk taw lbey lanjut tny deme. Ngehhh, tahniah lar kat deme yerk. Sebab sanggup tahan dugaan yang macam-macam. Hope kekal lar ek...

Harus bagaimana lagi
Dan terus begini
Dengarkan aku
Lihat ke mataku

Cukup sudah kau menghukum
Salahku tetap salahku
Benarkan ku berbicara
Agar bisa pulih semua

Namun harus sampai bila
Kau kan diam seribu bahasa


Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu


Aku memang bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Dan tapi dah ku sedari
Segala perit kau lalui
Ku terlupa kau terluka

Dan memang selalu
Aku bersalah
Selalu saja mengabaikan mu
Meninggalkan mu
Dan tetapi itulah aku sedari
Segala perit yang kau lalui
Kerna diriku yang terus hanyut

*i was hoping u would...erm, i dun noe. Better like dis?!

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ABAH!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU N DIMURAHKAN REZEKI SELALU!

YEAH, ABAH PALING TERBAEKKKK!

Oke...ak agak terSENTAP ngan dia. Mana tidaknya, perlu ker dia cakap gitu ngan ak. Haish, bayangkan seminggu kot ak tunggu dia semata-mata juz nak mesej ngan dia. Tapi last2, ini yg ak dapat. Yes, sangat lah tersentap yang teramat. I noe exactly how does he feel. Tapi, ta perlulah ckp camtuh. Haihh, touching nie...naseb baek ta banjir teruk malam tadi. Haha!

"Cause I know there's sunshine behind that rain
I know there's good times behind that pain,"

Waaaaaa, I'm not okey today. I need him rite now, tp malangnya dia plak tade. Adoyyyyy...miss you miss you miss you!

Maaaaaaaabbbbbbbbbuuuuuuukkkkkkkk!

Who’s joining us last night, are really the luckiest one! N antara kami yg join clubbing paling terbaekk tuh sape ag kalo bukan our mastermind, SHAHRIL, IMAN, FAKRUL, the Korean boy HUNAIN. N group gurls sape ag kalo bukan ak, SHASHA, SHIRA, n ALIA! Haha, sumpa malam plg best n ta penah kitorang akn lupa. We really have fun semalam. Well, nie yg ak nk citer nie. Dari A sampai Z oke!

Start kuar dari rumah dalam pukul 12.30 tengahari. Hhaha. Destinasi maaabbbbuuukkkk kitorang kat JJ larh! Act, yg join kitorang siang tuh agk ramai arh. Aus, Fiona, Faris, Izzul n Miera join da ptg2 tp kejap jer. Cey cey sampai2 jer diorang sume ada kat Johny’s tga makan. Sementara tunggu deme makan2 ak, Alia, Shira, n Piqah gi jalan2 sambil take pi’ca kat sana. Then da pas diorang abes makan2, then wayang pown da nk start then kitorang pun gerak lar ke sana. Kitorang except for Aus, Fiona, n Shasha ta join tgk wayang coz diorang da tgk da. Nk taw citer ape?! Citer yg paling membosankan, PARANORMAL ACTIVITY! Burn duet RM 11 kitorang! Rase nk hentam mastermind kite tuh! Ngantok kot citer tuh. Kitorang kat dlm tuh plg bising. Hahha…plg2 bising ak, Shira n Fakhrul(geng THE STORE lar katekan). Sambil tgk wayang sambil ber-mulut longkang kat situ. P/s, mulut longkang tuh mengumpat orang yerk maksudnya. Citer yg kitorang tgk tuh bukannya takot pown, lawak ade arh! So better sape yg ta tgk ag tuh, jgn nk rugikan duet anda tgk citer tuh. Itu nasihat dari kami. Haha…

Then bla bla bla citer tuh pown uda tamat, sume pown muka tahapehape haha. Kitorang sempat begambar, n Aus nk cover malu then die soh kitorang sume pakat ckp kite sume dari KL dats y mcm jakun cket. Hahha. Habis kecoh satu JJ ngan gelak taw kitorang! Nak menghiburkan hati kitorang lagi, kitorang gi maen bowling! Haa, part nie best coz ade Aus. Comel sgt Aus, da lar ta reti maen tp menang gak. Tp, group THE STORE mng gak yerk! Yes, semangat Kak Ani lar katekan. Ngehhh…lawak betul. Ade ker patot si Aus panggey ak RUNAWAY MODEL bila nk baling bola bowling tuh! Haha…apelaaa. Ape lagi ek lepas tuh…err hah! Gi makan2 kat food court. Sume dlm mood nk mkn makanan Thai kecuali Fakhrul. Die prefer nk mkn Chinese food ala tak ingat lar plak apa nama makanan tuh huhu. Then sume pown kenyang. Then kitorang gi maaaaaabbbbbuuuuukkkkkkk arh ape ag!

Yeah, ni lar pown part yg plg seronok. Kitorang berkaroeke selama 2 jam! First2, yg bdk lelaki mmg mcm ta spoting cket. Diorang bendul diam jeh dga kitorang nyanyi. Haha…then lame2 Iman, Hunain, ngan Fakhrul da start tunjuk belang. Tp sian kat the mastermind, die demam…huhu. Paling ak ta thn si Iman nie lar. Dia giler hebat lar bab2 lagu rap2 nie. Laju n lancer kot die nyanyi. Nak2 plak lagu MY Humps. Hahaha…best best. Sumpa plg best. Kebanyakan lagu kitorang pilih lagu rancak2 n tade lar jiwang sgt. Cuma ak ada pilih satu lagu nie. Agnes Monica n agk r time ak nyanyi tuh teringat kar si dia! Ahhhh! Oke blek kpd citer kite td…wow! Rugi lar Aus n yg laen da blek. Kalo ta ms tag meriah. Sume pakat ta sedar diri n srupa mcm maaaaaaaabbbbbbbuuuukkkkkk! Lagu ending tok clubbing kitorang mlm tuh lagu Let’s Dance Together. Sume berdiri n Nyanyi n menari-nari n serupa mcm maaaaaaaaabbbbbbbbuuuuukkkkkk! Even Syurel yg first2 ta larat pown bley berdiri n join kitorang menari-nari. Ak yg plg over, sampai terlompat-lompat kat atas sofa tuh. Hahaha…cukup dua jam, sume pakat nk blek umah. Ada yg pakat nk kuar ag lepas nie. Destinasi maaaaaabbbbbbbbuuuuukkkkkk yg seterusnya tataw ag. Dga citer kat KL. Haahahaha…mmg terbaeekkk. Huhu, tp sat yerk. Citer blom abeh ag nyeh. Ak ta citer ag psal ak setelah sampai umah pukul 10.30 MALAM! Hahaha, yg nie ag best ak kena.

Erm, blek2 umah jer mama ak da wat muka ketat. Hohoiiiii…dalam hati nie berzikir jeh(ceyy, padahal tadi maaaaabbbbbbuuuuukkkkk). Then tibe2 abah ak plak bersuara. Dia nk slow talk cket ngan ak. Well, lame lar jgk kena lecture. Arnd 30 minute cmtuh lar. Yess, padan muka kaw Syuhada! Maaaaabbbbbbbuuuuukkkkkk ag! Hahah…kan da kena. Dah plak tuh ak dikenakan denda! Yesss, lagi terbaekk larh. Haha. Ak dilarang keluar dah dlm bulan satu nyeh. Ngehhehehe…sian kat ak. Tape2, next time kita maaaaaaaabbbbbbuuuukkkkk ag oke! Sayang korang! Thank you so much, kat mastermind n Shira n kawan2 yg laen yg turut memeriahkan suasana. Maaaaaaaabbbbbbbbuuuuuuuuukkkkkkkk! Haha!

Sad Story

Sedihnya saya malam nie kawan-kawan sekalian. Hurm menyesal pown ade...mesti korang ta phm kan? Nie nak gtaw lar nie. Ak de dua mp3 taw...satu tuh once upon a time yg dolu2 ak penah bg kat kesayanagan ak mp3 tuh. Hmm, since kitorang penah 'cuti 5 bulan' dulu, ak ta penah bukak file2 dlm mp3 nyeh. So mlm nie trase nk bukak n nk guna blek mp3 tuh. Then ak pown open file2 yg de kat dlm mp3 tuh. Ak bkak bkak n tekejut...rupanya kesayangan ak tuh ta buang ag lagu2 dlm tuh. N n nk taw ta?! Ade satu lagu nie ak dga sgt lar menyayat hati. Haha...hurm, sebak plak. Then ak cpai ph ak yg tga cas btri tuh n on sim ak blek. Omg! Dia ade bg mesej. Satu yg die jawab mesej ak sblom nie n satu ag mesej die gatw ph die da kne collect. Alahai, nyesal...sdey giler. Apa bole wat...terlambat tok ak luahkan perasaan ini. Huhu. Sedih ta citer ak nie?! Nak wat cne tepaksa lar tunggu beberapa hari lagi tok gtaw die. Waaaaaa lambatnya lagi tuhhh. Terasa nk banjir pown ade. Tp, ak ta bley coz die soh ak jgn nanges psal die kene gi plkn. Huhu. Nie lirik lagu tuh...kalo kome nak dga, dga kat youtube yerk. Secondhade serenade-Last Time(mybe ak kuno cket r baru taw wujudnya lagu nie haha)

I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget
What they really were about
And these words are bringing me so deeply insane
That I don't think I can take my way out

I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of days spent without you
And there is nothing left to prove

I'm counting all the things I could have done
To make you see
That I wanted us to be what I go to sleep and dream of
I want you to know that I'd die for you
I'd die for you

I couldn't breathe through it
Like I need to and the words don't mean a thing

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove

And if you are alone
Make sure you're not lonely
'Cause if you are, I blame myself
For never being home
I know I'm not the only one
Who will treat you like they should
Like you deserve

I'm stuck with writing songs
Just to forget

So I'll sing this song to you
For the last time
And my heart is torn in two
Thinking of the days spent without you
And there's nothing left to prove

Apa yang nk di post nie?! Well, uda tade topik. Hmm, pe yerk?! Ahh, baru semalam berkesempatan tgk citer Fame. Best lar jugakkkkk. Best tgk diorang menarI-nari. N lagu die pown best2 jgk. Hahahahahah...ntah lar. Apa nk sembang ag...tataw. Ohh, haaa...since dia pegi kan, bosan kotttt. Tataw nk wat ape. Dok umah tido tido n tido. Itulah kerja seharian ak. Tanpa gaji plak tuh! Haha...semakin malas si Syuhada nie kalo nk taw. Skang pown mcm mengantuk aje. Haisy, k lar nk out dulu. Nak tido haha...

Shawty Imma only tell you this once, you the illest (dat for dat dat dude)
And for your lovin' Imma Die Hard like Bruce Willis
(bah ba dah dah oh)
You got spark, you, you got spunk
You, you got something all the girls want
You're like a candy store
And I'm a toddlor.
You got me wantin' more and ma ma more of

Your love,your love(yeah)
Your love, your love


Yo(yo)
He the type to pop tags and be cockin the brim
Might breeze through The Ave, might stop at the gym
And he keep a du rag, keep his wave on swim
Wa waves on swim so they hate on him
Anyway I think I met him sometime before
In a different life or where I record
I mean he was Adam, I think I was Eve
But my vision ends with the apple on the tree
'S' on my chest cuz I'm ready to save him
Cuz I'm the one like I'm Tracy McGrady
And I think I love him like Eminem call us Shady
When he call me mama, lil mama, I call him baby


Shawty Imma only tell you this once, you're the illest (dat for dat dat dude)
And for your lovin' Imma Die Hard like Bruce Willis
(bah ba dah dah oh)
You got spark, you, you got spunk
You, you got something all the girls want
You're like a candy store
And I'm a toddlor.
You got me wantin' more and ma ma more of

Your love,your love(yeah)
Your love, your love


(yo, yo yo yo)


He they type to keep a couple hundred grand in a rubberband
Just left Money Gram in the Lemon Lam
Hot damn make me scream like summer jam
I mean that nigga must be from the motherland
Anyway I think I met him in the Sky
When I was a Geisha he was a Samari
Somehow I understood him when he spoke Thai
Never spoke lies and he never broke fly
S on my chest let me get my cape on
where tha certificate that I changed my name on
Na Na Na Name on
where tha certificate that I changed my name on

Shawty Imma only tell you this once, you're the illest (dat for dat dat dude)
And for your lovin' Imma Die Hard like Bruce Willis
(bah ba dah dah oh)
You got spark, you, you got spunk
You, you got something all the girls want
You're like a candy store
And I'm a toddler.
You got me wantin' more and mo mo more and

Your love,your love(yeah)
Your love, your love


Find me in the dark
I'll be in the stars
Find me in your heart
I'm in need of your love

*Yang! Lagu nie utk u! Even u tade...nmun kasih sayang ta penah brubah rite?!

Aduhhhhhhh....kawan kawan sekalian tolong saya?! Ta sampai 24 jam dia pergi ak da ta keruan. Haaiiisssshhh, sengaja btol hati nie menyeksa tuan dieee. Ak da lar dlm bab nie sensitif cket. Ta psal2 nnt kang haaaaaaaaa....cehhh. Cane nie. Tapi agk besyukur coz diorang dpt pgg ph time ujung minggu. Wahhh, bley lpas segala-galanya tiap2 ujung minggu nnt. Huhu. Nampak sgt kepingin kan?! Nak wat cane...begitu lar idop saya since dia tade(haha, padahal ta smpai 24 jam pown ag).